Totally F***ed Up

Totally F***ed Up (also known as Totally Fucked Up) is a 1993 American drama film written and directed by Gregg Araki. The first installment of Araki's Teenage Apocalypse film trilogy, it is considered a seminal entry in the New Queer Cinema genre.

Totally F***ed Up
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Directed by	Gregg Araki
Written by	Gregg Araki
Produced by	Gregg Araki Andrea Sperling
Starring	James Duval Roko Belic Susan Behshid Jenee Gill Gilbert Luna Lance May
Cinematography	Gregg Araki
Edited by	Gregg Araki
Music by	Marston Daley (song) Al Jourgensen (song) Frank Nardiello (song)
Distributed by	Strand Releasing
Release date	August 19, 1994 (1994-08-19)
Running time	78 minutes
Country	United States
Language	English
Box office	$101,071[1]

The film chronicles the dysfunctional lives of six gay adolescents who have formed a family unit and struggle to get along with each other and with life in the face of various major obstacles. Araki classified it as "a rag-tag story of the fag-and-dyke teen underground....a kinda cross between avant-garde experimental cinema and a queer John Hughes flick." It premiered at the 1993 Sundance Film Festival.^[2]

Plot

The plot is concerned with six teenagers, four of whom are gay men, the other two a lesbian couple. The plot is episodic, spliced with segments of other material and occasional tangents not central to the plot framed through the amateur documentary filmmaking of Steven, one of the teenagers, but it mainly follows a linear series of events. Araki has constructed the film in 15 parts, which is described in the opening titles.

The film details the lives and romances of the six characters, including Steven and Deric breaking up after Steven's infidelity, Deric being the victim of a gaybashing attack, and Michele and Patricia's attempts to conceive a child, before ultimately culminating at a climax in which Andy commits suicide, and there is an epilogue-like reaction from the other five characters before the film ends.

Cast

• James Duval as Andy
• Roko Belic as Tommy
• Susan Behshid as Michele
• Jenee Gill as Patricia
• Gilbert Luna as Steven
• Lance May as Deric
• Alan Boyce as Ian
• Craig Gilmore as Brendan
• Nicole Dillenberg as Dominatrix

Production

Araki has said they shot on 16mm film without permits and that the film had "virtually no crew" and that he operated the camera himself, accompanied by only a sound person and producer/PA, and the cast.^[2]

Style

The film makes extensive use of a handheld video camcorder, which one of the characters uses to provide insight into the lives of other characters through interview-like discussion. The technique - first seen in a major theatrical release with Sex, Lies, and Videotape (1989) - became popular throughout the 1990s, evident also in such later films as Reality Bites (1994), American Beauty (1999) and The Blair Witch Project (1999).^[3] Araki himself revisited the camcorder idea in his 1997 film Nowhere.

Home media

The film was released on Region 1 DVD on June 28, 2005. The film also has a region 2 release in the UK and Germany. These releases feature a commentary track with Araki, Luna and Duval. On September 24, 2024, The Criterion Collection released the film as part of its Gregg Araki's Teen Apocalypse Trilogy set. The film was restored in 2K resolution.^[4]

Year-end lists

• 6th – Kevin Thomas, Los Angeles Times^[5]

See also

• Gregg Araki
• The Doom Generation (1995)
• Nowhere (1997)