Aku (poem)

"Aku" (meaning "Me") is a 1943 Indonesian-language poem by Chairil Anwar. It reflects his individualistic nature and vitality.

Chairil Anwar, author of "Aku"

Poem

Kalau sampai waktuku 'Ku mau tak seorang 'kan merayu Tidak juga kau Tak perlu sedu sedan itu Aku ini binatang jalang Dari kumpulannya yang terbuang Biar peluru menembus kulitku Aku tetap meradang menerjang Luka dan bisa kubawa berlari Berlari Hingga hilang pedih perih Dan aku akan lebih tidak peduli Aku mau hidup seribu tahun lagi!

If my time has come I don't want anyone to beg Not even you I don't need that sniveling! I'm but a wild animal Exiled even from his own group Even if bullets pierce my skin I will still enrage and attack Wounds and poison I'll take running Running Until the pain leaves And I will care even less I want to live a thousand more years

Release

Anwar first read "Aku" at the Jakarta Cultural Centre in July 1943.^[1] It was then printed in Pemandangan under the title "Semangat" ("Spirit"); according to Indonesian literary documentarian HB Jassin, this was to avoid censorship and to better promote the nascent independence movement.^[2] "Aku" has gone on to become Anwar's most celebrated poem.^[3]

Indonesian writer Muhammad Balfas notes that one of Anwar's contemporaries, Bung Usman, wrote "Hendak Jadi Orang Besar???" ("So You Want to Be a Big Person???") in response to "Aku".^[4] Balfas suggests that Usman was greatly irritated by the "vitality and new way of life" that Anwar showed in the poem.^[4]

Analysis

Anwar's "Aku", on a wall in the Netherlands

According to Timorese scholar of Indonesian literature A. G. Hadzarmawit Netti, the title "Aku" emphasizes Anwar's individualistic nature, while the temporary title "Semangat" reflects his vitality.^[5] Netti analyzes the poem itself as reflecting Anwar's need to control his environment and not be shaped by outside forces, emphasizing the first two stanzas.^[5] According to Netti, through controlling his environment, Anwar is able to better protect his freedom and individualistic nature.^[6] Netti sees the final line as reflecting Anwar's pride in his individualistic nature, finally surmising that Anwar would have agreed with Ayn Rand's philosophy of Objectivism.^[7]

Indonesian literary scholar Arief Budiman notes that "Aku" reflects Anwar's worldview, that others should not care for him as he does not care for others.^[8] Budiman also notes that the third and fourth stanzas reflect Friedrich Nietzsche's view that suffering makes one stronger.^[9]

See also

• List of works by Chairil Anwar

References

Footnotes

1. Netti 2011, p. 37.
2. Jassin 1978, p. 170.
3. Djamin & LaJoubert 1972, p. 51.
4. Balfas 1976, p. 73.
5. Netti 2011, p. 38.
6. Netti 2011, p. 39.
7. Netti 2011, p. 40.
8. Budiman 2007, p. 41.
9. Budiman 2007, p. 28.

Bibliography

• Balfas, Muhammad (1976). "Modern Indonesian Literature in Brief". In L. F., Brakel (ed.). Handbuch der Orientalistik [Handbook of Orientalistics]. Vol. 1. Leiden, Netherlands: E. J. Brill. ISBN 978-90-04-04331-2.
• Budiman, Arief (2007). Chairil Anwar: Sebuah Pertemuan [Chairil Anwar: A Meeting] (in Indonesian). Tegal: Wacana Bangsa. ISBN 978-979-23-9918-9.
• Djamin, Nasjah; LaJoubert, Monique (1972). "Les Derniers Moments de Chairil Anwar" [The Last Moments of Chairil Anwar]. Achipel (in French). 4 (4): 49–73. doi:10.3406/arch.1972.1012. Retrieved 30 September 2011.
• Jassin, Hans Bague (1978). Chairil Anwar Pelopor Angkatan 45 [Chairil Anwar, Leader of the 45 Generation] (in Indonesian). Jakarta: Gunung Agung. OCLC 30051301.
• Netti, A. G. Hadzarmawit (2011). Sajak-Sajak Chairil Anwar dalam Kontemplasi [Chairil Anwar's Poems in Contemplation] (in Indonesian). Surabaya: B You Publishing. ISBN 978-979-17911-4-4.