I Don't Want to Be

"I Don't Want to Be" is a song by American singer-songwriter Gavin DeGraw from his 2003 debut album, Chariot. The song gained exposure after the chorus was featured as the opening theme to The WB/The CW teen drama series One Tree Hill, and it was released as a radio single on February 17, 2004. It peaked at number 10 in the United States in 2005 and became a top-20 hit in Australia, Canada, the Netherlands, Norway, and Sweden.

"I Don't Want to Be"
Single by Gavin DeGraw
from the album Chariot
B-side	"Just Friends" "Get Lost"
Released	February 17, 2004 (2004-02-17)
Studio	Sunset Sound, The Hook, Larrabee East (Los Angeles) The Hit Factory (New York City)
Genre	Pop rock[1]
Length	3:37
Label	J
Songwriter(s)	Gavin DeGraw
Producer(s)	Mark Endert
Gavin DeGraw singles chronology
"I Don't Want to Be" (2004) "Chariot" (2005)

The song is certified double platinum in the US, having sold and streamed over two million units. In 2012, the song reached number 27 on the UK Singles Chart, its highest position, due to the finale of One Tree Hill's ninth and final season airing, which also featured DeGraw.^{[citation needed]} The song's music video follows the message of the lyrics, featuring a girl investigating her high school peers while they are frozen in time, and she eventually decides to be herself.^[2]

Background and composition

Gavin DeGraw wrote the song as a message to adolescents, encouraging them to be themselves and to not let outside factors change their personalities. DeGraw explained:

["I Don't Want to Be"] was heavily influenced by the identity crisis right now that exists amongst youth. It's almost like you can go into any town in the country and the kids don't necessarily have an identity of their own; it's like whatever is on television is who they are.^[2]

Upon finishing the song, DeGraw was happy with the results, but he was unsure if the song would become a hit despite being able to "have an impact on people's psyche and on their tapping toe".^[3] Musically, the track is written in the key of C minor and proceeds at a moderately slow tempo of 76 beats per minute.^[4][5]

Track listings

UK and Australian CD single^[6][7]

1. "I Don't Want to Be" (album version) – 3:37
2. "I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped/acoustic version)
3. "Just Friends" (album version) – 3:24
4. "I Don't Want to Be" (video)

European CD single 1^[8]

1. "I Don't Want to Be" (album version) – 3:38
2. "I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped version) – 4:04
3. "Get Lost" – 4:26
4. "I Don't Want to Be" (video)

European CD single 2^[9]

1. "I Don't Want to Be"
2. "I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped version)

Credits and personnel

Credits are adapted from the UK CD single liner notes.^[6]

Studios

• Recorded at Sunset Sound, The Hook, Larrabee East (Los Angeles) and The Hit Factory (New York City)
• Mixed at Larrabee North (Los Angeles)

Personnel

• Gavin DeGraw – lyrics, music, vocals, piano
• Michael Ward – guitars
• Alvin Moody – bass
• Joey Waronker – drums
• Mark Endert – production, recording, mixing
• Steve Gryphon – additional editing, additional programming

Charts

Weekly charts Chart (2004–2012) Peak position Australia (ARIA)[10] 19 Austria (Ö3 Austria Top 40)[11] 44 Canada CHR/Pop Top 30 (Radio & Records)[12] 4 Germany (GfK)[13] 99 Hungary (Rádiós Top 40)[14] 27 Ireland (IRMA)[15] 25 Netherlands (Dutch Top 40)[16] 13 Netherlands (Single Top 100)[17] 21 New Zealand (Recorded Music NZ)[18] 30 Norway (VG-lista)[19] 6 Scotland (OCC)[20] 20 Sweden (Sverigetopplistan)[21] 15 Switzerland (Schweizer Hitparade)[22] 46 UK Singles (OCC)[23] 27 US Billboard Hot 100[24] 10 US Adult Pop Airplay (Billboard)[25] 9 US Pop Airplay (Billboard)[26] 1

Year-end charts Chart (2004) Position US Adult Top 40 (Billboard)[27] 18 US Mainstream Top 40 (Billboard)[28] 97 Chart (2005) Position Netherlands (Dutch Top 40)[29] 48 Sweden (Hitlistan)[30] 88 US Billboard Hot 100[31] 58 US Mainstream Top 40 (Billboard)[32] 13

Certifications

Region	Certification	Certified units/sales
New Zealand (RMNZ)[33]	Platinum	30,000‡
United Kingdom (BPI)[34]	Gold	400,000‡
United States (RIAA)[35]	2× Platinum	2,000,000‡
‡ Sales+streaming figures based on certification alone.

Release history

Region	Date	Format(s)	Label(s)	Ref.
United States	February 17, 2004	Contemporary hit hot AC triple A radio	J	[36]
	August 16, 2004	Contemporary hit radio		[37]
Australia	September 6, 2004	CD		[38]
United Kingdom	June 20, 2005			[39]

Use in media

• The chorus of the song is the opening theme to One Tree Hill.^[40] DeGraw performed the song on a season 1 episode of One Tree Hill. He returned for the season five finale to perform the song with Jackson Brundage.^[41] In the eighth season, several artists covered it for the season's theme music, including Spinnerette, Grace Potter, Against Me!, Kate Voegele, Tegan and Sara, Susie Suh, Patrick Stump, The New Amsterdams, Laura Veirs (who sung the intro), Lucero (who sung the intro) and Matthew Ryan (who sung the bridge in his version).^[42] DeGraw also performed the song for the series finale to celebrate their 10th anniversary of Tric.
• The song appears in the game Karaoke Revolution Party and is available as part of the downloadable content in the game Karaoke Revolution: American Idol Encore.